Pebbles...

On 12/3/2018, I had to help my little dog across the Rainbow Bridge. Out of nowhere, she couldn't stand. I carried her to the vet and upon xraying her, he found a huge mass in her abdomen. He said it was 95% certainly malignant. best case prognosis with surgery and chemo was 12 weeks. And they wouldn't be good ones. When has chemo ever treated a human, let alone an animal who can't understand, well? I did the only thing I could do for her. And I hated every second of it. But how much worse as a human would I be, if I selfishly made her suffer, with no real chance of recovery? I hugged her til she was gone. It will be a long time, if ever, that I have a pet again. Every time they must leave, I lose another part of me. I will cherish her memory. She was a good dog, even tho she was loopey as hell. Little Girl, you are loved and missed. I hope to see you again one day. I love you.